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I know that one day im going to lose you too, as much as i hate to say it because it always brings tears into my eyes. But one day you are going to forget about me and all the beautiful memories we shared. Forget about the feelings we had for each other and the conversations we had about the way the stars line up in the sky. or that picnic we had, and the times we laughed at the same about lame jokes in all of the movies we watched. You going to forget about my smile and the way i talk. Im going to forget the smell of your perfume and the tattoos on your arm. You will forget about the kiss and i will forget the taste of your lips. There will be a time where you will get bored of me and can’t keep up with me no more. The time you will get tired of me and the way i look after you. You will stop caring about me and put all your focus on yourself. And to me that’s not selfish because i wish i could be selfish and take care of myself and put me on number one instead of number two or three. One day we would have to say goodbye without even knowing it. Or maybe one day you will tell me that you need to let me go for the better. Or one day you will just cut me off and never talk to me again. It’s always been a thing i feared, because when i get too attached to someone they always leave you at the end of the day. You will leave with all those secrets of mine and you would tell them to your new friends. I’d be the “I once had a friend” in those conversations. And we will both grow apart. One thing i’ve learned is that everything in life is temporary.
You will only be here for a limited amount of time.
But as long as we are still together i will count every minute of the day as a blessing.
Until it’s too late and we forget about each other and how many nights we spent talking to each other and both exposing ourselves to the secrets we hold and the things we fear.
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Smoking reminded me of him, and when he convinced me to try just one cigarette as we waited in line to see Brand New. But then it reminded me of earlier this year, when he gave up on me, and I lost the only person that ever knew a real thing about me. I should listen to Brand New right now. I wonder if he still thinks I’m the prettiest girl he’s ever seen. If he saw me now he would probably say “I told you so”. I gave him the world and all he gave me was a smoking habit. For that reason I don’t think I could give up smoking, it was the only thing I had left of him. I couldn’t blame him. I couldn’t be mad I was too much for him when I was too much for myself even. When he gave up on me I gave up on myself too.
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REPEAT AFTER ME: ‘My current situation is not my final destination’
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by quote i stumbled across a few days ago and can’t get out of my head it’s so important (via c-isnenegro)
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Concept: it is the year 2018 and you are no longer depressed. Your skin is clear and you are full of life and love. You’ve found your purpose on Earth.
I want a relationship where we can get drunk at midnight, just the two of us, and sit up talking and making out all night, and go to the beach at four in the morning. I want someone who’s down for adventure. I want someone who will go camping with me, and boating, and fishing, and travel. I want someone who wants me for life. I want passion that doesn’t burn out.
(via poetic)
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When you hold on to your own true character, people cannot interfere with your growth.
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by Anaïs Nin, from a diary entry featured in Trapeze: The Unexpurgated Diary of Anaïs Nin, 1947–1955
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